Jeremy told me once that after looking at pictures of when I was at my biggest that he never really saw me as a 'fat girl', he has always thought I was beautiful. He went on to add that he was very proud of me for losing all that weight. I can honestly say that I don't believe Jeremy ever felt any differently about me when i was bigger. He has always loved me just as I am..skinny, fat, young, old, wrinkled..it doesn't seem to matter to him. Any differences in our marriage usually came from me and how I felt about myself.
For instances, when Jeremy tells me that I am beautiful..which he has always done..I am more open to accepting that compliment now then when I was heavier. I am much more comfortable with him seeing me naked. There was a time when I use to change in our closet just to avoid him seeing me undressed...no lie.
Truth of it is, Jeremy loves me no matter what...just like I love him (he's gained and lost weight through out our marriage as well). But, for us, daily life is just...better...as skinny people. We laugh more. We go out and do more. We love more...wink, wink. He is most happy when I am happy...and I am much happier now that I've lost weight.